Loyalty

Loyalty to anyone or anything is important. Being loyal to your favorite series or books is even more important. Being loyal to them shows how much you care about them and also you'll let no other series get in front of yours. Whether your loyal to this series or that series, you can't just go and see the "competition" , that's just being unloyal. If your a fan of both, that's another topic that I won't discuss.

Just imagine this happening in life. Your best friend is loyal to you and one day this other friend comes along and he or she is now loyal to them! That's not fair!

I know competition is bad and whatever and we should all get along, but tthe truth about human nature is, we don't care! We'll fight for what we love and go to the ends of the earth to save and cherish it. If it brings us joy, are we going to let something else just trample all the hard work and years that we have dedicated to a series? No!

This message is for all Twi-Hards out there. I mean true Twi-Hards who don't want our series coming to an end because of something else( True Twi-Hards should understand what I mean). So all Twi-Hards, let's fight for our beloved series and that all we've fight for not end!

Unique

People think they know who you are inside and out. "Ohh I've known you for such a long time now," or "I know everything she's thinking about." Is that actually true? I don't think so. Unless your friend is Edward Cullen, then yes, he knows everything you think about, but I don't think that's the case.

Does your best friend know what you do as soon as you get home? or what your daydreaming about in math? Does she know your biggest secrets? Of course not, if she did then they wouldn't be secrets anymore right?

People are unique in so many ways: talents, thoughts, etc. Throughout life you develop who you are and find yourself. You may be thinking "I know, I know, why do I have to hear this a billion times in one day?" Well it's true and for me, that moment when I found myself and what I'm actually interested in, it shocked me. So many years thinking I actually knew who I was and some random day finding I'm actually the complete opposite, it's an amazing experience and I hope people who haven't lived it yet will soon.

Anyway going back to being unique. No one should be judged for what they like and what they are interested in. That's the whole purpose of being unique. Being completely different from everyone else and loving and respecting yourself.

That's why I encourage everyone to be their true selves because no one is going to be happier than you, ever, because nobody knows who you really are, only yourself :)

The Vow: Review

A couple weeks ago, I went to go see the movie "The Vow". I really didn't expect much of the movie so here's my review of it.

Rating: 4/10

Overall, I thought the movie was very messy in the sense of the plot. I felt the plot structure was weak and all over the place. From the flashbacks to the present and then the flashbacks again, it was very difficult to hold on to. I also didn't feel enough romance in the movie and during the course of the movie, some decisions that were made didn't make sense.

What I did enjoy about the movie was the effect of the car crash, when Paige, played by Rachel McAdams. Perfectly played and not that gruesome.

This is my review about the movie "The Vow". This is all my personal opinion on the movie

Being Ready

We all have our moments where we need to be ready. Either big or small, that moment must be important to us if we are thinking about it constantly. We don't want to rush or jump into that moment because the consequences may be good or bad.

It might be annoying that we can't decide right away, but isn't it better though? Because when you finally took those 2 hours to decide, you feel you have accomplished something.

"okay I have to decide now or the feeling is going to go away" Not necessarily. First rule of life: you should never be forced to do something that your not ready for.

Why do people jump into things when they know there not ready to take? Who knows and should you care? If it's someone you love and care about, yes.

Well the whole reason for this rant is everyone has decisions to make either big or small, but you need to be ready because that choice you made can be your worst or best choice you made :)

Update

Hi everyone :) Well just wanted to comment one thing, the entry "Internal Turmoil" isn't one of my favorites. I really didn't know what to writing about that's why it's labeled "ramblings". I just need to keep writing.

Thanks :)

Internal Turmoil

These times are the hardest for me to live because around this time I made my family suffer. These are the people I loved the most and the people who loved me the same. I was thinking of leaving, thinking that this was just to surreal for me to handle. Those emotions were just to difficult for me to handle. I regret every decision I've made in the past, every stupid decision. Sometimes it's good to think with your heart but you also have to think with your mind. I didn't listen to my mind and now I'm suffering the consequences.

You'd think you'd be past things but your not. Just one little thing can trigger everything.

It's so sad to see yourself like this, you feel sometimes that you've reached the edge. You feel sometimes that there is no solution to anything.

You see the sacrifices everyone is making for you and you try so hard to make it okay. You wish your heart was 100% with them but you feel that everything that you do will make them upset.