Life's stressful moments

It was so weird how time flew by so quickly, so unexpected. I was just dreaming one night and, BAM! it can true. Anyone would want the life I had but I don't. My life is so stressful. I'm so unfree to do the things I want anyone. I don't try to put all this pressure on myself, it's just that people put it on me. I used to smile everyday, but now I try whenever I can. I try to see the beauty and live life day to day, but it's hard with the life I have.