Moment

"What do you mean not visit the Cullens for a week ?" I asked Leah, I was about to get mad. The Cullens are my friends, I mean Edward and I have been close since that fight with the newborns and my friendship with the rest of them has grown through everything.

"It's just that I don't want the smell of vampire during this trip." she said. I can't believe I overreacted about that, maybe I did need this road trip.

"C'mon let's go pack". She stood up and patted my back walking towards the house. "You coming?"

I realized I was perfectly still in utter shock. "Seth ?" Leah asked me, she looked to see if anyone was around.

I realized that Leah was right all along, I have forgotten about my actual family and I couldn't believe it. I couldn't believe that I put the Cullens first than my sister...

"Yeah Lee I'm alright go ahead, I'll catch up" I didn't mean to call her Lee, the nickname that Sam gave her, but right now nothing was straight to me.

I never thought how much I looked up to the Cullens, they were a family, one I used to have and I wished I had again and I guess I'm jealous of Jake and how happy he is now. I really need this road trip to clear everything in my head. I ran back home, but first I had to go somewhere.

Talk

Leah was where I expected her to be, the same stop she always went to when she was upset. She didn't like to phase as often as the rest when they were upset. I did, but you had to be lucky if you were alone so your thought could be completely to yourself.

She was looking out to the ocean with a serious expression on her face. I do feel bad for my sister, I mean being the only female werewolf and seeing Emily and Sam being perfectly happy while she's all alone and miserable. She reminds me of Jake in the beginning, seeing how perfectly happy Edward and Bella were and him alone and miserable, but things changed for Jake and I don't think it would happen for Leah.

I've never like the concept of imprinting, its not that I don't believe it because I've witnessed it a couple of times, it's that I don't think its fair for either of them because they have no choice because they are bound together, they have no options and if the imprinter never was a werewolf, I bet they would have never fallen in love with that person in the first place. I tried to get the imprinting thing out of my head so I could talk to Leah about the road trip.

"Hey" I said while I was sitting down next to her. I was scared of what she was going to say, Leah's very unpreditable.

"Hey" she said back with her soft mellow voice which was an indication that she was all right.

"Look, let's just do the road trip thing for mom okay? How bad could it be?" Leah knew I was being sincere and I also knew she wanted us being a family again.

"Okay...". She said, her voice sounded like she gave up "but on one condition".

"What's the condition"? I didn't like he way this was going.

"Don't visit the Cullens for a week".

Road Trip

Since I've always been friends with the Cullens and my sister hates them, we've been fighting constantly.

"I hate how you always hang out with those leeches, it's like you've forgotten about your ACTUAL family". Leah yelled at me one day.

"Well everyone seems fine in my "actual" family Leah". And I was right, everyone seemed happy. My mom and Charlie's relationship is going great and their in the talks of us moving in with Charlie and Leah's off to Seattle soon for college, so I didn't see what the big deal was if I hung out with the Cullens a lot.

"I'm tried of you two fighting constantly". My mom says when she comes in from the kitchen. "I'm planning a road trip to California for next week, so you two better start packing".

"No thanks, I couldn't sit in a car for 17 hours with vampire stench." Leah left the house before I could say anything, but I did anyway..."Yeah well, I wouldn't want to stay in a car with you either anyway". I wanted to say more, but my mom was in the room. When I turned around to go to my room, I saw my mom's face. She was upset, this road trip would mean a lot to her.

I know I've put her through a lot this past year. First the situation with my dad, then both me and Leah phasing, and then me going off to protect the Cullens and basically betraying my family. I owed my mom alot too. I know she's strong and I know she had to hide her feeling when Leah and I left the house.

"I'll go talk to her." I told her and I fit a sigh in there. She hugged me and went off to Emily's so they could do laundry together; Sundays were their laundry days.

Changes

I think everyone during there life has to go through a change. They have to because they have to grow up or they'll be stuck wherever they are. You should change for the benefit of yourself and not for the benefit of others. But if others like your change, then it's just an added bonus.

I mean with change come surprises. Sometimes good or sometimes bad. These things can be permanent or temporary. But no matter how long the change is, it will affect your future in some way or another.

We have to grow up some time or another right? So we eventually have to let change in our lives.

We all change in a way, big or small, it's a big step in our lives