Back at Home...

"This has been one of the worse two weeks ever". She told her while they were getting ready for what was coming to them.

She was the saddest that she has been her whole life she knew what was coming. She wished she could stop it, but she couldn't stop the normal. She couldn't stop her friend's dream, she didn't want to end her brother's happiest. She just had to swallow every feeling that she had and she had to be there for her friend, because she knew her brother wouldn't. She knew that the following two weeks were going to be worse than the ones she just had.

Anger

When you are protecting the one you love, you will go to the ends of the earth to make sure that happens. No matter how old that person will get, you'll still need to protect them and they'll need you in any situation that they are stuck in. That's what I've learned over the years. I haven't lived long but I have lived a lot to feel the emotion of anger several times.

The best way to describe anger is when you feel that person is some how going to harm you in the future. When you can't stop something but you wished so badly that you could. When you know that someone is going to hurt your loved ones. When you have a rage of hurting them and never wanting to see them again, that extreme anger.

Inspirational Song for "Break Up"

My inspirational song for " Break Up" was.....

"MR. KNOW IT ALL" BY KELLY CLARKSON

The story was going to go into a more depresser state, but I decided not to do it that way :)

Breakup

"Everyone has a place in this world right?" Boy says.

"Yeah, I know I'm guessing mine is not with you"

"Yes, your right!". "Wow" the boys thinks, "this was easier than I thought".

What he doesn't know is what the girl was thinking about before he called her over. She was thinking the same thing as he was, ending their relationship. She saw that she had no future with him. She felt that she was trapped with his grip, not an emotional one, but a controling one. She wasn't happy, she didn't feel like she could be herself with the boy. She had a more introvert kind of personality.

On the otherhand, the boy thought completly opposite of what the girl thought. He felt she was no fun and too serious. He was glad that he broke up with her. He didn't care if he broke her heart, he didn't care if he played with her emotions. He gave her empty promises, false hopes.

The girl wasn't stupid and took the smartest decision she could have made. Now she's the one who's glad they broke up, and he's the one that keeps coming back. She's the one who likes to have a type of responsible fun, while he never talks at all.

Inspiration Song for "My Niece"

There was no specific song for today but what inspired me was.....

"THE TWILIGHT SAGA: BREAKING DAWN- PART 1" SCORE BY CARTER BURWELL. ITS so beautiful and it fits the movie so perfectly well.

I also really enjoyed doing to fan fiction of today and will be doing more more often

My Niece (Alice)

She is the one who had brought so much happiness into this house hold. You can't even believe how happy everyone looks now, how much their futures have change because of Renesmee. Jasper told me everyone's moods have changed also.

Renesmee has been with us for two years now and she looks like she's nine years old. We're scared everytime she seems older. Edward and Bella do the best they can to protect her from any harm, both psychical and emotional. Since I can't see Renesmee's future, I'm scared what the future has in store for her, for all of us actually, because of her actions. Is she going to love us or hate us when she gets older and learns how we reacted when Bella told us she was pregnant. We all try to avoid the subject, but she's too smart not to ask.

I love my niece and I'll love her forever.

Mixed Feelings

"I've been lonely for so long" she told me in that sad, little voice that always makes me want to cry. Poor Sarah, I thought, she's all alone with no one to hug her at night, or kisses her goodbye when she goes off to work.

"Well, enough about me, keep going on with your story Rebecca". What story was I telling her? I didn't even remember. I knew everything I told her was a lie because that's what are friendship consisted of lies.

"I wonder what being told the truth is like"? I thought outloud. She was flabbergasted. If she were to say something, I could have defended myself very easily and quickly. She didn't. Sarah just walked out of the restaurant, arrogant as ever.

Weekly update

Hi guys! Well I think it has been almost a week since I've started my blog and I think it's been pretty successful so far, even though I don't have any new followers. This is a slow process and I get it. Well, this week has been a little crazy. First, alot of school work and being sick. On the plus side, I have accomplished my promised that I have many. I'll continue writing and you too.!

Ramblings

Have we lost ourselves?Have we lost who we are? Have we changed our identities? We have become creatures who know one knows about. I have been lost in the world many times before.

I have lived though mnay things that I don't want to even remember. A lost friendship, a death of a sibling, etc.

Things that people never want happening to them I would wish happen to me, every day of my life.

Humanity

The future can be a scary thought for most humans, I mean people. Why should we think about it? Should we just let fate decide? Of course not because we're humans. Most humans think about the most insignificant things sometimes. Sometimes people can just get on your nerves sometimes. Have you ever thought how to get rid of all the people who annoy you? Of course, not killing them, but in a more peaceful, humane way.

"Well why don't just stay away or ignore them?"

Right, as if that worked. As if every bad thing can go away with the snap of your fingers. How much I wished that could happen.